OUCH!!!

PAIN!!! IM IN PAIN!!!

seriously, my throat's sore, my lungs n stomach is in so much pain. thank god my brains still fine.

anyway... im still gonna update this blog. right now i at yishun lib, god knows y. oooh, ive been reading this bk... the 7 habits of highly effective ppl and its gd. i mean, really gd. u guys shld take sum time to read it instead of reading useless blogs which go on and on on how useless everyone's life is. the bk is SUPERB. so READ IT. it will change your life, trust me.

on a different note, its difficult having a rlshp with a guy u almost never meet. hahaz. but i understand i guess. we're both ADULTS and have ADULT responsibilities... ok, who m i kidding? it SUX. n its gonna get worst coz he's thinking of joining THE POLICE, N XTRAORDINARY CAREER. well, if this doesnt work out, i can always blame it on u dear.

till then, we'll just keep runin, runin. :D

blessed

I have been doing some soul searching recently and have gotten some things figured out. i am blessed. blessed with a family who loves me. a mom who will do anything for me, a dad who has worked his whole life for me, a brother who is one of the most loving people i have ever met, a sister who gives me advice all the way and a cute nehhew and niece who have touched my heart in a way that no one has.
I have friends who are there for me. maybe not all the time coz everyone is bz wit life as it is... but there will always be at least one of them who sticks by me at any one time to make sure i wun get lost.
I have my boyfriend who has at every turn shown me how much he cares. although we have just started to get to know each other and we hardly see each other, i am hapy with the knowledge that, at least for now, he is mine. each meeting gets better than the rest and i know of just how much he will sacrifice for me.
thus for all of that and many more i am blessed. i am far from being contented with my life as i know there more things out there for me to experience and achieve. however, there is nothing to complain about so far.